He smiles politely back at you, you stares politely right on through

Am listening to The Fray now. Reminds me of my friends of which yang dah tak bertegur sapa or jarang jarang tegur tu lah especially. -.-" 

"Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness."

Now in the bus, on the way to Johor Bahru with mates semua. Baru nak masuk tol. Damn the condition of the bus teruk. Nak sleep pon cannot so Adam offer nak online ke and I pon say okay lah and now writing lah for this post. Bus ni panas panas panas ! Sighhhh.

This is Adam Lotfy :)

Dia tengah sibuk dengan Ipod now. We nyanyi nyanyi je lah since cannot sleep. Naguib and Wawa dah selamat tidur after sibuk rebut my bantal busuk. Lol. 

Less than one day je lagi ni I'm gonna be TWENTY. Woah, dah besar dah ke ni ? Nanti mesti orang bagi nasihat "awak tu dah besar, perangai tu macam orang besar sikit." Kan kan ? Cehh. 

Okay lah I nak sambung sing along with Adam. He said laptop dia punya battery gila. So, before dia off sendiri baik I stop here. 

Bye bye, Loves.

Who is the one friend who would tell you the truth even though it hurts hearing?

Farah Najihah answered Adzrin Nadzirah. 

Aku baru tersedar sesuatu. Aku hanya ada lebih kurang 48 jam untuk menikmati kehidupan belasan tahun. Oh tidak, mungkin bagi anda, menjelajahi umur puluhan tahun ini tidak membawa makna tidak memberi kesan tetapi tidak bagi saya. Tak boleh terima wooooooooooooohh ! Okay, apa yang harus dilakukan untuk menikmati detik detik akhir berumur belasan tahun ini ? Ummm. berlagak seperti kanak kanak or pra remaja sepuas mungkin ? ? Tak boleh terima lagi ni nak berumur puluh puluh. Tidak Tidak Tidak ! Kenapa susah sangat nak terima ni. Baiklah, saya mahu enjoy detik detik terakhir ini dan di harap akan tiada gangguan, terutamanya gangguan otak. Sekejap, lah esok 26th lusa 27th lah pulak. Tarikh hangat bagi setiap bulan untuk 7 bulan kebelakangan. Harap harap semua berlalu dengan pantas. Eh, tak nak ! Nanti cepat sangat umur jadi puluhan tahun. Ish, I'm totally a confused girl now.

 

Terasa seperti baru semalam sambut ulang tahun kelahiran Sweet 16 di Sekolah Menengah Sains Hulu Selangor bersama sama keluarga dan rakan. Esok lusa dah nak jejak 20 ? 

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Okay, bersyukur. Harap harap sempat jejak 20. 

Tuhan, panjangkan umur aku. Amin. 

What should I do ? What should I say ?

He said he had fallen so in love with me 
He told me I'm the only one that he could see
And I said "ditto, ditto, ditto"

Ain't it so funny how real love can be simple
When you find someone to share it with who feels the same
I can see it in your eyes the words you mean to say

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share, shows he cares

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust who's heart is right

Is it you?
Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I'm confused, can I just stand still, stay put and do nothing?
I have to figure out whats in me, I need time to find me
Don't get me wrong, I do need you.

Don’t close your eyes,

 You’re missing a good thing

Goodbye to you my trusted friend

Wan Ahmad Nazrin !

Wish you all the best in New Zealand

Be good, all the best !

Goldy Luck, friend

Will be missing you. 

^-^

Suppose it's our third year been officially together but we didn't make it till this extend instead we're six months being not together (laughs)

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Fly, 

Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine, forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time to fly.

In a moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can't wait,
Let go of yesterday.

Hilary Duff - Fly 

Kawan-kawan, it's my semester break now. Pick me up for lepak-lepak and jalan-jalan because I tak ada kereta ni.  Marilah, marilah. Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !  : )

 

I wish I could jump on the stars until I reach Neptune

Pisces

February 20 to March 20

Symbol - The Fishes
Element - Water
Planet - Neptune

Love Life: 
You are a passionate kisser

You have a lot of sex appeal 

You are a wonderful lover

More Compatible with - Pisces, Virgo, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn

Less Compatible with - Leo, Gemini, Aries, Taurus

Qualities Of Pisces

Compassionate
Selfless
Sympathetic
Artistic
Intuitive
Carefree
Imaginative
Joyful
Free-Spirited
Sensitive

Interpretative

Understanding
Easygoing
Charitable

Lucky Color - Sea Green or Turquoise
Lucky Stone - Aquamarine
Lucky Day - Friday
Lucky Number - Three or Six
Lucky Metal - Tin

What does your birth day say about you ?

What does your birth date mean ?

Born on the 27th

You have an attractive and vibrant personality

You are a social animal and like to party

You make new friends very easily

You are known for your good sense of humor

At times, you are very obstinate 

You can forgive but you don't forget easily 

In your love life, you tend to be choosy in your search for the perfect partner

I should be studying Marketing by now because the test is tomorrow night. Instead, I'm studying Facebook as always. Facebook, evethough there's nothing in you, I don't know what makes me sooo into you. I'm gonna kill you facebook, for making me distracted as I had chose you instead of the book. Sigh. So long, Loves.

Sometimes, I wanna scream out loud !

 

Abang and me  :O

Tadi dah decide nak sleep at 2am. Now it's 2 am, rasa nak update blog so tak jadi lah sleep. Tidur paling lambat pon at 230 am lah okay ? Dah tak berjaya dah my cita cita harapan bangsa dan negara to sleep before 1 am everyday. Masa the first two weeks to okay lah lagi berjaya je. After that mmg tak dpt lah, 1 am baru balik bilik lah, busy itulah inilah, facebook lah, on phone lah, study lah. (okay ini mmg tipu je haha)

So, Law Test is over and done ! ! Wooohoooooooo ! ! Tak sangka macam nak bertelur, terkeluar semua isi perut jawab Law tadi. Dengan seat yang tak best, plus first time nak jawab Law memang chaos lah dalam badan ni. Time tu lah rasa nak menangis, rasa nak ketawa, semua lah rasa ! Alhamdulillah, rasanya boleh jawab tadi. Just that ada few points yang ingat but then tak tulis sebab tak sure betul ke tak so rugilah tak letak but it's okay. 

Masa memang tak cukup lah because paper Law tu over 200 marks tau ! Banyak kan kan kan ? Answer in 1 and a half hours. Hahaha I buat essay 40 marks je dah 45 minutes,  lepas tu buat essay 60 marks laju gila main tulis je semua benda yang lalu kat my head, explaination pun sikit je. MCQ buat in 15 minutes. Macam bullet train je tulis.

Ohhh haaa lawak for today. Tadi after Law Test Syida call mama dia because dia mcm frust sikit lah so call mama dia nak bagi tenang and okay  :

Syida : Mama, tadi Syida test Law.

Mama : Huh ? Awak nak jadi Lawyer ke ?? 

(We're taking Investment and Law subject is part of the course je )

Lepas tu Syida terus cakap kat mak dia takpe lah ma Syida call nanti je ok bye bye bye sambil gelak gelak macam apa je haha :P Mak dia dengan dia sama je blur sebenarnyaaaaa . Sayang, jangan marah ok !

Now, Law dah habis, relieved sikit, can focus on English Week and Marketing Test pulak on Friday night. Balik rumah on Saturday, sedih je semua orang dah balik awal. Huh-- Sokay lah, tak kisah pun.

Dah lah, I feel like sleeping. Esok class Finance at 8 am. Tu lagi satu problem tak tau lah apa yang I belajar during class, masuk keluar masuk keluar. Pergi class dengan tak pergi sama je rasanya haha. Dengan buku Investing hilang. Sigh sigh, nasib baik belum give up lagi nak belajar this subject. Lol.

Okay lah, Night night, Loves.

Life is too short to live it just for you

My favourite song back in 2006. I used to not to believe on what she sings, but I did now. Haha, I have to because it has been three years from the time and yeah, you're long gone. They knew better. :)

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh ?That's right

I took your words And I believed
In everything You said to me
Yeah huh ? That's right

If someone said three years from now you'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out cause they're all wrong
I know better cause you said forever and ever 
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools 
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now

Before they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong, they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

That last kiss 
I'll cherish until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember

But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew

  

1 New multimedia message received

 

Message : Friends 4eva..till death do us apart..

Sender : Mr Confidence

Date : 23.10.2006

I miss having a best friend just like before.

Anyone ?

Can't help it, the girls can't help it

Good morning ! 

Lalalala ok saja saja je cakap morning padahal dah panas terik kat  luar tu, saya yang tak mandi lagi (anak dara zaman moden kan memang kurang berguna sedikit) Woke up at 11am lepas tu sambung tidur balik and then bangun balik at 1230pm bangun tu semua pon sebab ada phone call. Igtkan bunyi phone dalam mimpi so tak pick up, rupanya reality haha.

Hari nak cerita tentang hari semalam yang half planned and unplanned. I'm not unplanned kind of person sebab I like things which is planned and all. Compared to my friends yang suka sangat buat unplanned activities terutamanya Bud Serizawa and Suharshafika Tuban. Wait! I think I pon selalu je sebenarnya buat unplanned activities ni kan ? Lagi lagi dengan University life yang tak menentu ni haha. So apa apa je lah, saya mahu bercerita tentang semalam yang menyebabkan saya hampir tidak mahu bangun hari ini.

We planned to go to Sagil (Gunung Ledang). Budak budak tu Nur Saiyidah(Syida) and Farah Ain (tu budak ke ?) nak sangat pergi because our last visit there was back in Part 1. Dah halfway tu diorang tgk langit macam nak hujan, so sibuk lah masing masing "weh jom pergi Melaka lah!" and I was like NO, kalau tak hujan pergi je Sagil and IF hujan baru boleh pergi Melaka. I promised Adek (Husna Fatanah) to go to Tangkak and see her jugak. Mereka pon akur lah cakap I yang garang ni and we went to Sagil ; panjat panjat gunung, terjun, lompat, terkinja kinja, terjatuh, koyak lutut, lebam peha, terhentak siku, (semua yang sounds menyakitkan tu terjadi kat Syida seorang sahaja haha) Oh lupa nak mention, ada Abang Shah Izwan (kekasih Farah) sekali with us, jadi kami berempat lah.

Abang Wan - back view, muka dirahsiakan haha

Tengah bergembira ni Abang Wan tiba tiba cakap jomlah pergi Melaka, tengok wayang semua and I'm like "ye lah yelah jom but kena pergi tengok Adek dulu". See? Mula mula kena pilih last last pergi dua dua jugak, Sagil and Melaka. So jam 1 petang kami bersiap siap turun gunung lari lari ikut anak tangga and sampai bawah pergi toilet buat itu buat ini beli nasi untuk Adek, beli air, minum Redbull lepas tu terus bergerak ke Kolej Matrikulasi Tangkak. Disebabkan kuantiti penduduk dalam kereta ramai, jadi Makcik penjaga tu tak bagi masuk so Adek pon menapak lah keluar. We ate lunch in the car sesempit mungkin and Abang Wan belanja semuaa orang makan Ice cream, Thankiuu ;)

 Adek.

After that, Adek went to her class and we continue our journey to Melaka. Lalalalalala semua tiba tiba dah reach Melaka. Since Farah ada Abang Wan and Syida called her friend yang in Melaka dtg meet up semua I pon decided to call Kero (Khairur Rahim) , picked him up lepas tu pergi Jusco baruuuuu. Besar and ramai orang because it's the grand opening semalam so memang lah semua orang berpusu pusu. The only offer yang menarik perhatian kami was T-shirts at Brand Outlet - 3 For RM50. We ate at A&W lepas pastu pergi beli that T-shirts. One for Kero, one for Syue and two for me :D Kenapa I got two ?  because dah kat cashier baru dia ckp cannot mix lelaki and perempuan punya, Kero said takpelah dia bayar dia punya satu, ladies punya take three and then he paid one for me. Thanks Kero !

 

Syida and Farah.

My all-time-favourite !

Dah habis shopping lari lari pergi kat the car sebab dah lambat nak hantar Abang Wan to Melaka Sentral, dia nak balik Klang naik bus so bawak kereta sampai the terminal, turun lah Abang Wan berlabuh ke Klang, ditemani dengan linangan air mata Farah yang sesat semasa  pulang ke kereta selepas menghantar Abang Wan. Then, hantar Kero ke rumahnya pula, after the Bye Bye we went back to Segamat. 

Kero ni dah minta pinjam from Syue tau.

Pukul 1015pm sampai, Mummy called and Abah bising dia cakap lain kali kalau pergi mana mana bagitauu. He said, "cuba kalau tiba tiba keluar kat paper 'Seorang lelaki di Melaka mati di pukul seorang perempuan' and Abah buat tak tau je rupa rupanya tgk gambar kauu macam mana?" and I said buat apa I nak pukul org ? He replied "mana tau kau naik berang?" and I'm like Okay -.-" Salah saya.

 preety tak ? I like sgt sgt :)

So that was my yesterday, it was on Friday  our classes was canceled due to new Vice President's visit to our campus. Pheeewwww. . Memenatkan. Hari ni Saturday and esok Sunday we have to stay in campus diam diam baca buku because we got Law Test and Marketing Test next week. Time to eat the books !  Wish me luck ! -.-V

Tata, Loves.

Masih jelas terasa getar dawai jiwamu

Hi there .

I'm a sleepyhead now. Mengantuk, but as always mahu update blog. 

I watched How To Deal tonight, alone in my room. 

Interesting movie, I love it, a very simple storyline but pretty much it brings back memories. Why? because most of the soundtrack was my fav songs back then, when we were together. By means, our love songs. Triggers my nerves because dah lama tak dengar those songs, unexpectedly dia berlagu in that movie. Sad? Hahaha, I almost cried at the end of the movie, which ends happily. There's this one line in the movie, which have a deep meaning, "First Love, are never really over" . Umm, okay whatever. I am A-OKAY now.  :)

 Today tak tahu nak cerita apa. What to update ?

  

Shitty face, those eyes dah meronta ronta.

Still, I have no idea on what to talk about.

Cepat lah!

What to write niiiii ??

Okay enough, Imma get some sleep.

Nights, Loves.

Oh what a day is today

Hari ni merupakan hari yang paling memenatkan setakat ini dalam minggu ini. During lunch hour tadi went out with Syida and Farah, pergi bank because Syida nak masukkan duit yang beribu-ribu lemon tu. Masa beratur kat cash deposit machine tu tanya Syida "number account ada tak ?" and then she's like "eh, alamak ! lupa nak bawak" sengal number 1 betul kan ? nasib baik ada org lain yg tau account number dia so call je lah that person . Masa nak masukkan the money dah lah lama gila. Dah masukkan duit semua but then I accidentally pressed the NO button, so duit semua keluar balikk. . haha. Orang beratur kat belakang dah lah panjang. Kesian kan ? Si Farah ni pon sengal juga, dia pegi ATM keluarkan her money, and then she asked me "kalau nak masuk duit kat asb pergi kat kaunter je kan ?" . I said yes and I asked pulak  "buku asb bawak ke ?" dia pon mcm hehehehe dok gelak, pastu korek korek bag takde. Adoilah kawan kawan aku ni. -.-"

Disebabkan rasa penat, I refused to drive the car. Farah ni tak nak pulak bawak kereta tu macam apa tah hari ni. Rushing kejar siapa pon mak tak tau lah. Tiba tiba dalam kekalutan tu I perasan something. "Weh, CENDOL tumpah, berhenti tepi !" Masa tu I was eating KFC and tgk tgk cendol Farah dah terbalik. Bila dah berhenti tu Syida cakap "Takut lah nak turun" Igtkan kenapa rupanya kat tepi kubur masa tu. Hahaha nak taknak turun je lah and cuci cuci carpet and bag Farah pon kena cendol so cuci lah juga. 

Dah siap semua jalan. Vrrrooooom-- Farah bawak laju laju. Tiba tiba dia tanya "Bag I mana ?" . I tgk tgk takde pon kat belakang and teringat last sekali Syida letak atas bumbung . Lol ! So buat U-turn, Farah dah risau gila because kan baru keluarkan duit . Luckily nampak ada makcik mcm tengah kutip the bag from jalan raya and kitorang pon berhenti tepi ambil that bag. Purse and phone terselamat tak tercampak mana mana, bag ada kerosakan.

Cerita tak berakhir di situ, dah patah balik nak balik Uitm I pass my CENDOL to Syida, dia boleh pulak tengah menggelabah tu pegi tumpahkan kat carpet seat depan pulak ! So, berhenti lagi sekali. This time kat rumah nenek kebayan mana tah bak kata Farah. Nenek tu tinggal sorang so we thot kesian and igtkan dia nak ajak kitorang tinggal ngn dia ke apa, but then dia cakap "haa ni ada rumah sewa, rumah batu harga bla bla blaaa" and then dia dok try hafal the number "017 lalala, eh jap lalalala" haha sengal punya nenek.

Sampai Uitm dah 1350 and we got class at 1410 tapi sebab I dah mengantuk I tidur dulu, Syida tunggu sampai 1430 baru pergi class. On the way pergi class boleh pulak jalan betul betul depan lori lepas tu undecided nak pegi kiri or kanan. Pakcik lori tu pon dah pusing the stering kiri kanan kiri kana. Last last semua gelak dgn pakcik tu sekali. Sengal laagiiiiiiii. :p

So, end up bila dah sampai at class, di sebabkan kan class mass lecture, gabung 7 classes, kitorang sampai lambat so malas nak turun tangga duduk depan, we sat at the last row. Itu pon main panjat je nak duduk kat kerusi tu bukan main malas nak masuk ikut tepi hehe. Lecturer kat depan membebel we tak tau apa apa and end up terjadi lah lukisan gambar di atas. Cantik tak ? Hehe comment anda diperlukan :)

The End.

Night night, Loves !

Anything to kill the conciousness of you

 

 Meet my new friend, Azureen / Ayien / Awink / Zoo^^

Ini pukul 0615am & kami baru pulang dari McD .

 Zoo - Azfar - Yinn - Paca - Nany

Paca & Nany rupa macam adik beradik tak ?

 

 Ini muka penat and tak tau nak buat apa

Nak balik campus gate tak bukak lagi

(Look at Azfar's dahi haha)

Actually, kami overnight at McD ini atas dasar lapar dan dalam masa yang sama mahu menyiapkan segala kerja ELS iaitu proposal dan slideshow  for AGM. Pukul 10 lebih bertolak, nasib baik ada Blue Car milik Azfar ! Thank you Blue Car, tonight dah nak letupkan Blue Car dah for the launching of AGM  hahahahahahahaha :D

Lihat PC Paca, menarik bukan ?

Dan ini lebih menarik !

Hahaha, jaga-jaga kepala anda OK !

Bye bye, Loves .