How to pull it close, and make it stay ?

Hi semua orang . Saya ada satu soalan .

Why is it bila penat je, mesti rasa sedih ? 
KENAPA KENAPA KENAPA ?

Sigh, tak suka this feelings . Tu lah , tadi happy sangat now dah sedih . And sebenarnya sedih sebab apa je, cuba teka ? Because, I'm waiting for someone to call me tapi tiada sesiapa pon yang sudi . Sesiapa, cepatlah call me because I'm waiting . I nak spill out my kepenatan to you . Cepat lah cepat lah cepat lah .

I just got back from Dewan Sri Temenggung , dewan besar Uitm Johor . Tadi ada MPKP; Malam Pengenalan Kelab & Persatuan . My club punya turn tak nak lah pulak the last one like pfffffffttttttttt . Sumpah penat tunggu ! Nasib baik lah I feel glad after everything dah finish . I dah tell my members semua, We look for Quality not quantity so tak kesah lah ramai orang or not . Turned out everything was okay . Thanks to all Excos, Members, and special thanks to Radzi and Nany , the MC for the night which represents our club :)

Now I tgh bersimpuh dengan penuh kesopanan dan kesusilaan atas lantai online and waiting for the secretary . Suppose we have to finish our proposal because esok, eh jap I mean today lah at 1030 we have to meet our advisor nak edit edit and submit it . Oh, the secretary baru je post something on my wall . Penat sgt, I nak sleeeeeeeeeeeep ! ! ! Wait eh nak read the post . She's coming tapi dia suruh I pick her up kat bawah . I penat lah, lari lah naik atas please :( OKAY, dah cancel meeting esok so takpayah dtg, now TIDUR !

Wait, I went to Melaka 2 days ago, fuuuuuhhhhh sgt sgt penat because I tak tidur the whole night and then I drove balik Johor . Nothing much pon we did, just nak entertain my friends so pergilah here and there . 2 cars, 10 person, 1 whole night, pagi by 930am dah bertolak balik . Dekat highway boleh la pulak this bus driver nak race dgn I like WTF LAH KAU ! Marah gila I that time because I tgh laju kat right lane, then ada one car nak potong so I nak masuk lah left lane tapi ada bus and the bus tak nak slow down and give way for me, instead dia gi laju lagi . BODOH KAN ? WEH PAKCIK DRIVER, KAU PATUT BACA NI ! AKU BENCI KAU SEBAB KAU MEMBAHAYAKAN NYAWA AKU DGN KAWAN-KAWAN AKU LAH BONGOK ! Okay done .
( Harap harap lah pakcik tu baca . )

Meditasi di pagi hari sebelum pulang ke Johor . 

(Lihat peha dah membiak ! DAMN. )

My eyes dah berpinar pinar, phone call tak receive lagi ni :/ so ada potential nak merajuk lagi 21 hours . Kan awak kan ? Terima Kasih lah sebab bagi 'semangat' bila penat ni . Haha, dah lah I nak pegi wash up, pray and then get ready to sleep . Good Luck to me ! Bye bye, Loves  (Doakanlah my source of happiness to call me in no time ok ! )

By the way, Happy Birthday Arwen !

Nama sebenar Nur Saiyidah, tak tau kenapa I kena panggil dia Arwen ^^

Love you, oh dia yang in the middle tu .

18/01/1990