I think you're doing fine,have a good one after a year!

Hey you!
Happy 1st year break up anniversary!
Oh, and Happy 9th month anniversary to you and her.
Hope you guys are doing fine. ^^

Haha I know it sounds stupid, but we should celebrate it.
It's been a year, never thought that I could make it this far, but I did!
I'm halfway in getting over everything.
I didn't cry for you often anymore.
Okay wait,
I seldom cry for you now,
No no wait,
The last time I cried was umm because
You just popped out of my mind out of the blue
And I saw you on FB and I quite miss you at that time and that was like what?
Once in a few months back.

Hey, you should be glad right?
I hope you're happy for me.
And I hope you're doing fine out there.

Because I think I am . . .
Oh and I think I have someone who cares and to be cared about

So take care dear you.
We'll see each other when the time comes
One day :)

So what’s the plan now?
Are we or won’t we?
So what’s the deal now?
Should we or shouldn’t we?
You’ve taking over my head again
I’m folding each memory in
Asking permission to keep it in your

Empty
When will you love again
Empty is what you are
Without the nice things you had before

So what was it to you
Were we or weren’t we?
Did it come back for you?
Now there you finally see
It’s already been gone too long
I shouldn’t have pick up the phone
I’m asking permission to pretend
That we’ve moved on

Empty
Is what you’ll find in here
Empty
Is you’ll see
I'm out of things to offer you
Concert lights and shiny eyes
Tiny fights and biggest lies

So what am I to you?
Was I or wasn't I?
So what you said was true?
Did you or didn't you?
You're taking over my head again
Unfolding each memory
And asking permission to
Keep in your head

Yuna Decorate - 23rd July 2010

Tengah hari Jumaat lebih kurang jam 12 belas setengah lebih sikit sebelum pukul 1 tengah hari kami bertolak keluar dari rumah di Segamat Johor, dah halfway perjalanan nak pergi campus to pick up orang aku tersedar yag handphone ku tertinggal di rumah. Hehehe, patah balik lah jawabnya. Terima kasih kepada Encik driver yang berbaju melayu pink kerana sudi mematahkan semula perjalanan seraya balik semua ke rumah. Selepas singgah di campus, singgah di German-tah pula. Eh, silap Jementah. Budak budak yang duduk Jementah tak payah nak rasa macam kat German sangat lah! Hantar driver di rumah dia lalu perjalanan pulang ke Shah Alam di ketuai oleh orang lain pula. Keadaan kereta dan cuaca sangat teruk dan saya memang seperti cacing yang kepanasan lemak lemak habis terbakar kerana suhu di dalam dan luar kereta amat panas tidak dapat nak dinafikan lagi Malaysia ni memang panas lah! Akhirnya jam 5 petang kami selamat tiba di rumah. Alhamdulillah.

Selepas itu pada malam harinya, I mean, before maghrib, aku dan Aween berusaha cari jalan on how to get to KLPAC because I was entitled to get a free ticket for Yuna's Decorate Album Launching and Aween dgn excitednya mahu pergi bersama sama. Oh anyway, Ticket tu dapat because I won the 5th place for the Gadis Semasa Contest. Thanks a bunch for those who liked mine. Yuna said that picture of me and Aween is her favourite! Woohooooo. :D Tak menang first place pon tak pelah.

Oh sambung cerita, around 8 baru kami berdua gerak form our home. Aween from Cheras and saya from Shah Alam. Lembab gila keluar rumah padahal by 830 dah kena collect tickets dah hehe. Nasib baik text Wawa, Yuna's Manager and dia kata it's okay to be late. Setelah berlari lari dan bernervous akhirnya kami tiba juga di KLPAC. Masa redeem the tickets I was a bit excited, when I was about to naik tangga nak pergi pentas 1 Wawa called me and bagi Album for free! Awwww masa tu excited lebih sikit terus lari lari naik tangga. Nak jerit segan sebab sunyi je. The show dah start dah pun when we arrived. Yuna was singing and kitorang cari seat terus duduk diam. Diam macam kayu. Amused with her voice. She's just awesome! Tak rugi lah bersusah payah balik dari Johor terus berkejar kejar pergi cari KLPAC kat ceruk dunia tu!

After Yuna tamat, kawan kawan saya tanpa saya minta datang pick up and bawak pergi NZ tunggu abang saya di situ. Dia kepenatan oleh sebab itu tak mampu nak cari KLPAC di mana. Kawan kawan, saya sayang kamu semua, just because I love you and I can't explain why. Haha love you boys tak kira lah girlfriends korang jealous ke apa. Haha thank you. :')

 

My journey back home macam disaster. I was really tired, sleeping all the way and terjaga 2 3 kali just to check how abang's is doing and going, takut dia tertidur while driving habislah. And when we reached home, I naik bilik terus, buka jacket and pants then tertidur atas lantai until 4am. Haha sumpah penat gila, lepas tu baru bangun balik, wash up and tidur elok elok atas katil. 

After all, last night was really awesome!

:)

I'm not happy, yes I am not happy, today, yesterday, the day before yesterday, no, I am not happy

Apa entah masalah aku semester ni? Naik semester dah bergaduh dengan kau tak ada motif. Sampai semua orang tau. Lepas tu bila dah baik pun, aku rasa macam tak baik jugak. Aku dah jadi tak faham, aku dah naik meluat dah ni. Aku meluat dengan perasaan sendiri, aku meluat dengan kau, aku meluat dengan semua benda. Aku paling benci bila aku terfikir semua ni. Rasa macam nak tampar kau je pun ada. Aku rasa kau dengan aku lain. Mungkin sebab masing masing dah duduk jauh, dah tak boleh jumpa selalu. Kau pun nampak sangat dah macam tak ada time untuk aku. Tadi bila aku kata kau macam dah tak nak layan aku sangat, kau jawab takkan 24 jam jumpa aku asyik nak kena cakap dengan aku. Haruslah kau cakap dengan aku kalau jumpa 24 jam. Yang ye nya jumpa 2 jam pun kau kejap layan kejap tak. Kau juga yang cakap haritu kau dengan aku dah tak macam dulu. Kau yang cakap macam ada ruang. Ruang apa? Ruang udara? Atau mungkin kau kata ada ruang tapi kau dah siap isi dah ruang tu semula dengan makhluk lain? Maafkan aku sebab aku terpaksa menulis kat sini. Aku nak bercerita dengan kawan kawan aku tentang kau dengan aku pun aku dah penat. Dan kadang kala aku rasa macam tak perlu dan tak patut pun. Aku nak berhenti fikir lagi sebab perkara ni tak akan selesai pun. Kita dah takkan jadi macam dahulu kala lagi dah lah. Percaya cakap aku, kalau aku sahaja yang fikir jalan penyelesaian padahal dalam masa yang sama aku suruh kau cerita apa masalah kau pun kau tak nak tak akan jadi apalah jawabnya. Sekarang apa yang aku boleh buat ialah cuba kawal diri dan perasaan sendiri, buat macam tak ada apa apa jadi. Aku makan hati sorang sorang ni kau sikit pun tak pernah heran. Kan? Bosan. Bila aku cakap kau membosankan sekarang, kau suruh aku pergi dekat kawan kita lagi sorang. Okay, aku pergi, tapi aku tak pergi kat sesiapa pun. Aku pergi kat Miss Intan! Haha. Okay serious balik, aku letih lah. Memang patut pun haritu kan aku tanya boleh ke kalau aku tak nak kawan dengan kau lagi. Apa yang aku maksudkan aku nak kawan dengan kau macam biasa sama macam dengan orang lain. Aku tak payah nak ambil kesah pasal studies kau atau apa apa lah. Masalah kau, kau boleh share dengan orang lain ke? Atau kau boleh suruh orang lain buka student portal kau? And kau boleh suruh orang lain tengok kan subjects kau? Dan kau juga boleh suruh orang lain paksa kau pergi jumpa lecturer serta orang HEA semua. Mungkin boleh kan? Sebab sekarang aku rasa kita dah one step closer untuk jadi lebih jauh. I like. Kau pun ada tanya kau jahat sangat ke sampai aku tak nak kawan lagi? Mungkin aku dah boleh jawab ya sekarang? Mungkin.

Teruskanlah, I can't feel the same about you anymore.

I'll never love again, oh friend you've left me speechless

After all the things that we've been through would you give it all up?

Hi all.
It's me again, I know it's been a while since I last update this.
Busy and tired, as always.

My first line of this post, is for em.
My errr, should I say a close friend?

The staring of this semester wasn't good, wasn't fun.
Gives me heartache instead.

Only God knows whatever is happening in this world.
All of the sudden we were like not talking to each other.

Arguing about stupid matters.
Not looking at each other.

Luckily it all ends.
Because there's no point on have so much cat fights.

Am I right?
I know I am.

Please be good.
No more not talking period dear S.

TOP 10 PHOTOS "WHO IS GADIS SEMASA?" CONTEST.

I didn't know that my photo is one of the top 10 photos until yesterday. I was a bit shocked but glad at the same time. I had totally forgotten about this contest that I entered a month ago during semester break. Do help me to increase the number of people who like the photo. 

Click here to like the picture on facebook.

It's time to sleep now. Will update about my new life in Johor later! 

Night, Loves. :)