3 years ago

It's a boring night. I'd planned earlier that I would like to stay up to do some revision as I will be having 3 tests next week but weehooo I"m here updating my blog after a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.

I scrolled over my last posts on my other (old) blog and I found a survey that I've answered 3 years back so I thought it would be fun if I answer it again, on this blog. So yeah this is it;

Does the person you like, like you back? 
Don't think so

Who was the last person you gave your number to? 
Nana my old neighbor

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? 
A woman, wonder woman

Do you like to take walks?
Yes

Ever had a song sang about/for you?
Yes

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
The past 7 months

What did your last text message say? 
Workkkkkkk

What is your middle name?
Nadzirah 

What do you smell like? 
Sweets

What's under your bed? 
Papers, paper bags, files, dusts

Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?
Yes

Did anything dramatic happened yesterday? 
No

Are you in love with someone right now? 
I don't really know what I'm feeling

What can you hear right now?
A song from my earphone

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? 
The same

Who last texted you?
Someone from Mnation

Who last called you? 
Nabiha

What is the wallpaper on your phone?
Swirling galaxy

What do you want for your birthday? 
A new phone! :(((( and some flowers !

Congratulations, you just had a baby girl! What's her name?
Lily, still Lily 

Are you happy? 
Not really 

Do you miss anyone? 
Yesssss 

Do you think that you have made a difference in someones life?
Undoubtly

Is anyone protective over you?
Family and friends

Have you made any new friends lately? 
Yes

Are you waiting for anything?
Waiting for my study mode to be turned on, lol

Where is your dad?
In Kobe, Japan :(

Have you ever been called beautiful?
Hahaha 

Last time you laughed? 
While answering the previous question

Is it possible to be single and happy? 
Hmm hmm it should be yes and yes yes yes

When were you on the phone last? And with who?
1806hours, Loqman

What are you excited for?
My tailored dress to be done, I really wanna know how it will look like on me

What do you want right now? 
I want to sleep but I need to study

Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 
Absolutely

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to? 
Yesss, all of my best guy friends

Do you think somebody's in love with you? 
Who would've known?

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Sadly no 

Yeayy I'm done with the survey, gonna publish it now!

Hope for the best, just don't expect it.

Hellooooooooooooooo everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Ye saya tau, 8 tahun sekali baru saya update blog miahahaha. Busy lah weh nak buat macam mana kan, lagi pon banyak tempat lain untuk meluahkan perasaan so sekali sekala tak sengaja lah terabaikan blog ni haha. Kalau online buka blog semata mata nak tengok header je pastu tutup.

Esok start sekolah balik! 4th semester for degree. Dup dap dup dap. Dengan tak prepare nya, I hope everything goes well nanti, Insyaallah. Semester baru ni azam pon kenalah baru, which is nak study everyday macam the next day ada final exam. Haa besar kan cita cita, azam memang kena ambitious sikit, so kalau tak dapat catch the sky, I can still fall on the clouds. Eh ke apa benda tah saya merepek ni ?

Anyway, my semester break was awesome. Was lah kan dah habis dah, sekarang ni lah last lagi berapa jam nak kena masuk class mengadap whiteboard tengok muka lecturer telan air liur sebab lapar pastu peluh peluh naik turun tangga. Tak apa, semua effort tu Insyaallah worth it for the outcome. I'm pretty sure this semester will be as fast as Ferrari jugak macam last semester so kita kena go, go, go, move forward laju laju belajar pandai pandai nanti nak sambung Masterika pula kaaaaan ? Insyaallah, Ameeeeeeeen.

Weh bukan ke tadi nak cerita pasal semester break? Ala takpe lah tak payah cerita sebab dah bagitau dah semester break best, dapat kawan kawan baru, pergi jalan jalan sana sini, spent time dengan family and kawan kawan, dapat result exam best, Alhamdulillah. Berbaloi lah menggigil menangis dalam exam hall, mengadu stress dekat kawan setiap hari sepanjang sebulan exam, makan tidur tak teratur, dan bermacam macam lagi.

Tapi dalam kegembiraan semua ni ada jugak kesedihan, we lost our dear aunty Badariah, Farah Ain's mak. Al-Fatihah Makcik, kitorang semua rindu kat sini. Rindu jugak kat arwah Opah dengan Tok Lan dengan Epol. Satu hari nanti kita semua jumpa balik dekat 'sana' Insyaallah. :')

Sekarang dah pukul 155am jadinya saya perlu prepare untuk hari esok, nak kena tidur awal ni sebenarnya, tapi tak apa sebab saya dah berubah sekarang, dah bangun awal pagi setiap hariiiiiiiiiiiii. Itu lah pencapaian dan perubahan paling hebat diri sendiri kalau nak bandingkan dengan sebelum sebelum ni. Syida biha hani semua kalah lah sekarang haha. Tu maksudnya saya dah besar matang gagah perkasa sikit daripada mereka semua huahuahua.

Oh ya, dikesempatan ini juga I wanna thank everyone yang belanja saya pelbagai jenis makanan dan minuman sepanjang seminggu birthday celebration saya. Hahaha sila jangan jealous ya, they celebrated my 22nd birthday for a week. I'm a happy girl ! Perut pon happy jugak lah hehe tapi kena lah minum shake banyak banyak lepas tu. Thank you again everyone bawak saya pergi Laman Grill, MMZ, Serai, Carls Jr, Teh Tarik Place, Ayers Rock, Chawan, Mahbub, Starbucks, Pelita, Red Box, Ayam Penyet, Nandos, Tea Pot Deli, dan Ikea. I can't believe I went to all of these places in a week, more or less. T_T *guily pleasure*

So yeaaaaah the clock is ticking, my time is running out. Need to pack some stuff and then off to bed I go.  Have a good sleep everyone ! And pesanan untuk orang jauh, jangan ponteng class (jauh mana tu tak tau lah hehe). ^^,

Byebye, lovelies !

Hi everyone, I'm done with my 3rd semester for degree, 3 more to go Insyaallah. So, here I am back on my la la land. I have so much to tell, but I guess I have a highly insecure feeling towards expressing my feelings on the internet anymore. Well as I said, I have so much to tell, so much as in so very much much much much but I just can't tell it here, or anywhere.

Damn, I hate the feeling. Why do we have to have people who are following us everywhere here and there? Thinking of it, I guess I have the answer for the insecurity. It's not those people that made me feel insecure, it's that one person I think, hahaha. Okay, let me just keep it to myself then. Anyway, I'm happy that it's semester break now but still it bores me when I have nothing to do. But fret not because next week will be the starting point of my busiest schedule, I guess. Oh, can I say this, I miss studying and stressing out for finals. Hehe.

So far, everything is good. Having friends here and there, old friends, long lost friends, friends, new friend. I think I lose my writing sparks, or maybe I never even had one. I'm writing crap now, lol. I'm not sure what kind of emotion that I'm expressing now. Hahahahaha, I'm confused with myself. I miss blogging, seriously. Okay I'll try again to write good things some other time, aite?

Good night, lovelies.

Dear you, there is still much to be done. Let's not lose sight. Sincerely, me.

Photos credit to hiimmira.tumblr :)

P/S: Hi mira, sebab awak lah kayin rasa nak post something tibatiba hehe.